We're everything you're not! wrote what she felt at 7:37 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
we'll keep in touch babe, dont worry... by meeting up!!! aaaaaah i wanna go KL meet u girls. hope that comes true somehow man, seems like got a lot of difficulties. anw, u ppl blog more leh.
miss each and everyone of you. i miss JC. i miss school. i miss singapore, even. strange things what missing some stuff can do to u. =P
take care y'all... *muackz*
rain wrote what she felt at 6:59 AM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
rach here, i really miss everyone at the moment! cos its supper time in the hostel, and there's nothing to eat at home. i also miss talking, and i miss watching tv with a bunch of loud noisy bitches like myself, haha. sniff. hello everyone! ngeeshin's right, i also feel like i've had to grow up suddenly, taking care of sister this one week plus, paying bills, fixing phone etc.
please lets keep in touch. i hate losing friends =X and i really suck at keeping in touch, so nudge me in the right direction! i'd hate to lose great friends like all of you. muacks!
Bex wrote what she felt at 6:39 AM
Friday, March 18, 2005
this is for all who werent able to check their mail. u bad girls. =P
was so bored at work today.. i started hatching some ambitious plans. u guys remb how we used to think about travelling together? well i'm gonna quit my job soon, planning to travel up north to KL and stuff, so i hope can organise some kinda trip together. i'm thinking we'll start the trip abt 15-18th April.
i'm guessing u guys will have work, so write back all the dates u're free or not, let's start an email discussion of sorts. and then the destinations.
easiest place being genting, i think. coz now it's school term, we'll enjoy cheap rates. i went there in january, and it was damn fun. no annoying school kids, and all the rides are yours. and K box there is like RM10 for 3 hours, there's theme park, pool, bowling, and shopping.
then there's penang. it's pretty easy to get around by bus, and the beach there is wonderful. and i was there wif my nanyang frens once, the hotel was kinda cheap and still 4 stars.
for the other places i'm thinking desaru / port dickson, langkawi, ipoh. i'm not sure about going around these places so yeah, u guys can throw some more suggestions. langkawi can rent car if someone can drive. if we all fit into one car, that is.
on the more ambitious side, i'm thinking pulau redang, terengganu, and the likes. u know, east coast? yup... coz monsoon blowing over now. and it might be the only chance we get to go there without school and all interfering.
and shin: i know u have school, so when do u get hols?
i was thinking those who can go for a longer trip go, and those who cant at least join for like genting 2 days or so. how's all that?
alrite hope to hear some peeps out of u guys soon. miss y'all!!! *muackz*
rain wrote what she felt at 10:50 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
yeah i feel like we didnt have proper closure. but then... i dont know, dont feel like going NUS. and scholarships always make me feel low. :(
life sucks, everything is boring. i'm sad. :(
rain wrote what she felt at 5:32 AM
Thursday, March 10, 2005
I don't know if I'm the only one, but despite being really settled and happy here, I feel a sense of loss and emptiness, a gap not from my present but from an unconcluded past. I feel like I didn't end hostel life right. I didn't end that part of my life which I will never have again properly. (wonky grammar) I didn't tell you guys how much I loved you all, every minute, the happy sad bitchy tired crazy hungry.
I've moved on with life, I'm really happy here and growing up faster than ever. I just wish I did the last days of life with you guys the right way. Instead of packing and cleaning and swearing at the dust and heavy boxes. Just how do you say goodbye properly enough for you to truly let go?
Just to let you know, Yun, Shi Li, Phuong, Lili, Siew Sze, Chun Ying, Jenna, Rachel and Fenny (though she doesn't read this)... I love you and thank you for everything.
Kittenheels wrote what she felt at 5:12 AM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Sorry it took me some time to actually blog in... cos i dun have e habit to blog online, e concept of ppl actually reading ur thoughts. neway, e journey back to s'pore was tiring n guess wut?! i fell sick cos of e heat n walking about, lack of sleep... but not as bad compared to u gals who stayed both nites at e chalet. ur rite yun, e chalet is over-priced. but it's hard to find a place near to college, hostel n has a beach in front of it. come to think of it, i never took e opportunity to walk e beach even while living at e hostel... sad case. but it definitely was great to meet up wit u gals, though the feeling isnt exactly like wut we had back in e hostel. e moments we spent e last 2 years are definitely memorable... n how i wished there wasn't so many worries in our lives... right now i know everyone would b thinking hard wut to do next... cos even i'm baffled at this point of time... dun get me wrong... i'm not complaining but am trying to seek for advice n opinions... but it's true... in order to find e way... we need to turn to God for advice n seek His words. sorry for preaching here but I've never felt the work n wonders of God ever so strong in my life.... this whole journey to Singapore have definitely taught me lots of things n i've gain frens who are so supportive in terms of everything... n Shi Li... thanx for able to stand my picky character of mine... heh... cos i feel that i do complain a lot when i shouldn't have....
n as for this blog website... it's great that u gals actually come up wit this cos i hope that it'll b a source where we can unload our probs n seek each other's advice...
ok... to mention bout my life today... went back to e kindy today... basically i was half awake cos i'm still recuperating from e travelling... n i realised i spend a bomb on travelling around in s'pore. gosh, gotta keep changing bus n mrts. so time consuming. but of cos, it's more convenient compared to back here. e kids today were basically manageable... some were trying to get my attention n i feel bad for getting them into trouble when they talk while lining up... cos there's ppl watching around. some are real distracted n they tend to talk... some are dying to get ur attention n pleasing u.
well, overall, i dun think i'm passed as a teacher.... n honestly, i'm not doing much on application newhere yet...
ok... better get off e net... it's really time consuming to do stuff here...
signing off... js
ps. Happy INTERNATIONAL Women's Day!!!
We're everything you're not! wrote what she felt at 6:00 PM
it was great meeting you guys again. i wonder when we can ever do that again. i'm thinking about my applications. the courses that i can take and i can't. i guess now it makes my choices easier huh.
i kinda miss sg now. but mostly, it is because of u guys that i miss sg! besides a handful of others that i know. i shall be optimistic.
see you guys in sg perhaps?
We're everything you're not! wrote what she felt at 4:10 AM
feel so za dao.going spore again this week,after going thru so much hassle rushing my applications to avoid having to apply leave again!sud i remembered the "mouth of truth" thing i did with shili in mid valley,it said i have the tendency to make many mistakes in my life!how more accurate can it get?!=p
so since i am highly vulnerable to making mistakes,i might as well let God guide me the way?hee i am now half convinced that i will be continuing in spore for the next 3yrs at least.i am not moaning bout tt anymore,after being away for bout 3mths,i am all ready to take on spore again!n kinda miss it too=)
well,i guess what beautifies(is there such a word?) spore is you gals!!really,i mean it.n prob the guys=p well,working indeed allows me to apreciate the hostel guys(even the ones i am constantly getting pissed at=p)
anw i heard the most ridiculous pick up line yesterdae,shall share it w the gals.someone said,"i will find a rich gay partner so that he will shower me with money and then i will go after you".since it comes from the mouth of a 35yr old person,the only conclusion i made from it is that guys above 30 and who are unmarried are really desperate=p this reminds me of what marcel told me,he said we all shall get married or else we will be v lonely when we are 50.yet i still cant seen to open up and trust someone to commit..
anw sorry i got distracted.by the way,i had this thought after chalet.some friendships are easily renewed even after long periods of not keeping in touch.some friendships fade away even when you are willing to give all ur strength to hold on to them.some people u thought din matter end up being the ones you haf the most things to chat bout when you meet.some friends you thought precious give you up without second thoughts.those who used to share your problems w u,those who used to be there for u thru ups n downs could turn up as strangers anytime.i encountered one myself this time round.must admit that i am disappointed but i guess those are lessons from life..cut deeply and you could never forget the rusty smell of blood n the sight of it flowing out..
on a lighter note,i am grateful there was only one.n that i havent lose you gals!=)
p/s i don think harwin din lie.but i don think he lie either.i just don think he knows our thoughts,those thoughts that we havent let out..n when he said them out accurately,it freaks me out.n if they were true,i wish i have the chance to bring back the two...i will try to work it out=)
We're everything you're not! wrote what she felt at 3:17 AM
Monday, March 07, 2005
miss u guys.. miss each and everyone of u all. sob.. when will we ever have another chalet? even the guys were pretty fun ( well despite the lack of sleeping places). costa sands is a bit ex but nonetheless i think a rather ideal place considering we're near sch, hostel and the beach. and the food village too. i'm craving for chicken wings and coconut water again.
and blog/tag leh! this place like so dead... *muackz*
rain wrote what she felt at 6:18 AM
dArLing goRgeoUs bAbeS ;)
~mAy ouR fRienDsHip lAst~
no matter where we are.